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LEECHES LEECHES. oh no. by AlmostFamous13, literature

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LEECHES LEECHES. oh no.

You're a chameleon Shedding your skin To blend in With society And everything it means To be just like Everybody else You're nothing but a fool Everyone sees it But you are blind to your own idiocy If you faded away Into my domain Would anybody notice? Of course not Because you are just a carbon copy Of everything you wish you could be And you could If you didn't try so hard You are blind to nothing but yourself Welcome to the real world Where everybody's state of mind is curled And they all see the real you And they are glaring you straight in the face Through a two way mirror Which you are oblivious to You

L-O-V-E? P-L-E-A-S-E. by AlmostFamous13, literature

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L-O-V-E? P-L-E-A-S-E.

Is sweaty palms And churning stomachs Really all we obsess over? I'm sorry but I have to say If this is it I'll pass Honestly I admit I thought there was more to this Maybe not I'm not sure But if all I'm paying for Is discomfort Then I think I'll pass away tonight Cause it seems that if this is all life's worth Then it isn't worth it to me. Quite frankly you should ask yourself "Heartbreak is all I need?" Seriously Look at what you're getting into Love always comes with a fee It's got every string attatched to you So you wont be at ease Is this life truly for me? Well I guess we'll wait and see Because truthfully I a

Fair Sevilla's Epiphany by AlmostFamous13, literature

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Fair Sevilla's Epiphany

A book of matches Watch them as they strike To start your better life As we watch you leave We tear apart the weaves Of a past you had with us Our seams cannot manage that As you choke on realization This life wasn't what you know But no hard feelings because we all grow and change The fairest of maidens Waves farewell to you To resurrect your path in the nighttime And there's a repititious line In the sonnets you have written Hinting toward departure

Medicinal Sun by AlmostFamous13, literature

...I'm the hardest one to... by AlmostFamous13, literature

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...I'm the hardest one to...

This is how much it means to me That I wrote it in a poem Mostly I hope this gets to you Agitating like a hangnail Quite frankly I hope it gets my point across Because you're convinced of a hoax But what I find myself missing most Is never missing you at all I remember the times you laughed at me It made me feel like a joke All the times you fought with me Never made me choke-- --On with what I had to say to you There must be some sort of mistake I am telling you I did not mean for it to happen this way But misunderstandings And misinterpretations Seem to go hand in hand And so now I've sat here Foot-in-mouth Wishing I

when you misplace.. by AlmostFamous13, literature

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when you misplace..

Drug compartment, into the traffic market [yeah] We didn't think it would get this bad, we admit. You were better than that. Yeah, you were better than that. [so here's my surrender] I'm waving a white flag. Knuckles black and blue, from fighting to save you. Its been one year or so, and I've been trying to forget you. But it's not that easy, when your friend is needy. You left us so young and cold. I am, waiting for them to tell me that you have gone. Because in my heart I know, that you left us years ago, [and] your soul is about ready to let go, but its been hanging onto you. So lay your weary head to rest. But befor

Welcome to the solar system by AlmostFamous13, literature

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Welcome to the solar system

Are you out there? Is our little paradise alone? Keep us company-- When our moon collides with Jupiter Take us with you-- When our sun consumes our little planet Show us your leader-- As long as you promise we will be loved When our universe disembowels And all we are is N.o.t.h.i.n.g.

Crash by AlmostFamous13, literature

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Crash

Oh don't worry dear; the rain is really just my world plummeting back down on me There's no need to be scared; I remember me when I was young and I thought everything was going to be okay So come along now; the dark is just the place where my soul goes to hide It's nothing to cry about; the smoke is just me, and all of my hopes drifting free Don't you fear; the blinding light is just the place at the end of the tunnel I promise; the blood is just my happiness dripping from me It's no big deal; the fire is just my memories And incase you haven't noticed; "I'm a car crash.

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Shattered Memories by AlmostFamous13, literature

Another Night Alone by AlmostFamous13, literature

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Another Night Alone

Stop the fighting Another night alone Left at home Staring at the ceiling Listening to the quiet things that no one ever knows Its just another night alone Watching and waiting To hear the words ' i hate you' Broken glass Shattered past Its just another night alone Yelling and screaming Cowered away in the corner Slowly sink away Its just another night alone Left by the telephone Waiting for no one to call Anticipating the day that will never come Hardest summers Coldest days Its just another night alone

Missing in the Autumn Accident by AlmostFamous13, literature

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Missing in the Autumn Accident

Its over and done, Nothing is the same, Since you're gone. Its everything i can do right now, Which isnt much, I am; Nervous, anxious, Sad, angry. I want to see the thrill, I want to feel the voice inside, That only burns inside of you. I need to get rid of this pill, Youre only making it worse. A pain A problem A poem A piece Of me That will never leave A place that i will never call home, A promise that was never meant to be broken. You have changed our lives, It happened at a delicate age. This isnt a phase, Because youre gone. Scared and lonely, You'd fearfully cry. Not knowing what to do, You placed your fai

I Hope You Choke by AlmostFamous13, literature

The Jerry Springer Show.... by AlmostFamous13, literature

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The Jerry Springer Show....

One Last Episode Of the Springer Show a redneck woman and her hillbilly wife judged by the media, the world isnt fair. a gay and a straight the media telling them whats right the world isnt okay. a slutty daughter a pleased father were all a little crazy the world isnt right a transvestite son a scared brother looked at by neighbors, the world isnt forgiving. an abusive mother a crying child sympathizers unite the world is messed up. Final Thought: these are the people we live with everyday these are the people we see on the streets these are the people placed on tv for the world to see. 'So remember, take care of yo

Like Ants... by AlmostFamous13, literature

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Like Ants...

Like Ants Under a Magnifying Glass-- Burn Off Their Feelers and Watch Em' Squirm sitting in the corner of a cold classroom staring at the white tiled ceiling wondering why everyone is happy all of your peers conversing on the sidelines you sit watching and waiting never getting any further only going back in the search for acceptance but there's no light at the end of this tunnel you can waste your time trying instead youre slowly dying your life is going by too fast sitting in the corner of a cold classroom you shrug and sigh you wait for your 'friends' but they're not there so dont waste your time trying when you can pu

For Sophia by AlmostFamous13, literature

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For Sophia

Welcoming You Into the World With an Unwanted Visitor i suppose im of no importance- maybe you have your reasons, but i have mine. fully grown at four, reading the paper, and checking the stock broker times. passing life away with no childhood I hope youre happy where you are now i think i need someone to tell me that its okay, that i can be the kid i never was. hide and seek in the park, playing with barbies, all of these things that arent a part of me. i guess i wasnt as important, i guess you didnt love me like they thought you would. im losing my mind, because no one was there, my mother was trying to make a living, whi

....from your microwave by AlmostFamous13, literature

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....from your microwave

Satired Pain Resonating From Your Microwave welcome the pain feel the heat of the gun i want to be somebody else i cant take all the shit you put me through im glad you thought it was fun now im gone from your life youre only getting in the way the weight of the world on my shoulders get off my back im breaking up jaded torn faded rusted worn left dormant for a while picked up off the ground smothered without a sound eyes wide open choking on words mouth tied shut watching you as you wash your bloody hands punch out the glass sink to the floor staring into the eyes of this bleeding body thinking of the thought of bei

We're All Our Own Crayon by AlmostFamous13, literature

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We're All Our Own Crayon

diversity animosity nobody is perfect a homophobic nation afraid that being gay might get big a nation afraid of change scared someone will make a difference they want us to be a nation of clones some sort of eutopia everyone wants to do what you say telling the nations youth whats cool throught MTV this week they say "punk" is the style so go cry and be depressed you poser "GC says 'hold on' we say go fucking kill yourself because no one cares" next week you'll be back listening to rap and buying your clothes at abercrombie & fitch were a perfect clone sick nation trying to fit in someone breaking free from the chain wha

Food Industry by AlmostFamous13, literature

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Food Industry

grease and sweat waste of time pimple-faced voice-cracking teenagers clean up this clean up that clean up that shit wash the tables wipe the doors sanitize the toilets sanitize your hands i'll give you something to sanitize empty the trash restock everything take orders listen to them whine with a smile make a shake make a sundae bitching managers thinking thier god more salt more pepper more grease on that burger the food industry sucks

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13 Ways Of Looking At A Tree by SoliloquyForYou, literature

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13 Ways Of Looking At A Tree

I A tree Is a tree Because that is what we have been taught And brought up to know it as II The wind it blows from the south And rattles its leaves As if warning Try real hard though To listen to what it's trying to say III Feel the scarred and painful bark And listen to the stories it has to tell For the tree is the only one Who can tell history right IV The tree is peaceful Much like its surroundings For it's the only one standing After another forgotten war that has passed V The growth of the children That run and play in the forest Is important Much like the growth of a tree But do we harm the little children?

i do it for by DrinkingInkFromMyPen, literature

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i do it for

I do it for the children with no mother I do it for those who are forbidden lovers I do it for your tears For all those hidden dark fears I do it for the old woman down the street The one who cries herself quietly each night to sleep I do it for the soldiers who won't ever see their daughters again You might think I do it to say, : hey look at me I'm fucked up in the brain. Hey look I'm almost done: But rather I do it to say : you're not the only one: I do it for those who are afraid of the truth For those who may not believe in showing their passion In doing what is right I do it because I am losing This great fight

Gary Busey Vs. A Hurricane by WeWereDamagedGoods, literature

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Gary Busey Vs. A Hurricane

When the Earth left me, I was free in space to galivant with no luck. So I sat and wasted awat, I had nothing to orbit, no where to go. So I drifted away, so far away. When the sun waved goodbye to it's third closest friend, I had no home. No place to spin aimlessly, Like i did for billions of years. It happened on a cool autumn night, Bombs went off like the Fourth of July. People screamed for peace, they cried. But each nation's leader thought that they were right. Even if that meant the innocent had to die. What they didn't know is that it wasn't just the innocent that lose their lives. When the Milky Way lost one of it

Butterfly Means by SunBurstClover, literature

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Butterfly Means

And there she sits, Ms. Nash on the steps of the Salvation Army. I've heard rumors that she sleeps there, On those steps. The crisp fallen leaves of Autumn, Make her vibrant bed That still breathes chilly. "Everytime a Man weeps, the government moves ahead!" She would shout. My friends , they laugh As do I And swiftly we walk past, Autumn's breath snapping at out coats. They never noticed The tears streaming down her face; Weathered with pain and much more. I went to her the next day To the steps of the Salvation Army. I've heard rumors that she sleeps there, On those steps. She took my hand And rasped a drunken lullaby,

TradingNecklacesForBedsheets. by SHESinnocentwithaGUN, literature

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TradingNecklacesForBedsheets.

i wish everything was fine in the way only jimmy eat world can sing about it's turned out that everything's not alright the day is the night and there's no more orange juice in the fridge i wanted to use fancy words to intimidate to permeate (she's too stupid for that) just trade in your necklace for a bedsheet you can tie into a noose and choke the life out of the lifeless i can't say it will help i never went towards the light in the first place and yet you can't stop (you're like a pawn shop) just keep trading necklaces for beedsheets (this girl won't sleep) it's too late for that she's

Sarah. by LovesRequiem420, literature

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Sarah.

Sarah. It's been hell, kid. I know, I know. Life's so confusing. And painful, even when it's not Supposed to be. And the temptation. It grates at you, tears you apart. Until you tear yourself apart. To satisfy. The scars, I know. I've faced those scars. I'm reminded of my brush with Self-destruction Everyday. I know. We don't talk anymore, But we're coming from the same Terrifying place. I know. It's dark, and grim, And pain is as pain does, And it drives you to the point Of gashing yourself to pieces. I sympathize with you because When I remember your face, And I realize the pain you hid From all

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Current Residence: a house
Favourite genre of music: lots.
Favourite photographer: anybody that has talent in my eyes
Personal Quote: "its my gold, i found it"

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anyone that has talent in my eyes.

Favourite Movies

Reservoir dogs. Kill bill. Orange county. SLC punk.Spinal Tap. Any michael moore film. many more.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

lots

Favourite Writers

steven chbosky (writer of the perks of being a wallflower)

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music!! guitarerizing!! writing!! making movies!! AND MANY MORE!

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AlmostFamous13

Jan 7, 2006

Leaving

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i have a new DA account, everything from this one will be gone soon. so i will not respond to comments etc. if you would like to keep in contact with me and my artwork you may find me at Veritas--Aequitas (https://www.deviantart.com/veritas--aequitas) its been great this past year or so i love you all

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AlmostFamous13

Jan 2, 2006

You're Doing A Damn Fine Job

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Mood- pretty good Listening to- The tim is better than jesus So its a new year. How about that. I celebrated by coloring dinosaurs in my friend's coloring book, then we cracked out the sparkling grape juice and got crunk. Oh and before that Chris* and Hunter and Jason stopped by which was cool Jason and I determined that Hunter is the equivalent to Franklin the turtle. So anyway I just watched movies all night and it was super duper. Life for me lately is pretty mediocre, like it should be fantastic, but for some reason it's all just letting me down, like now that things are good; I expect them to be better, it's relatively retarded. I don'

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AlmostFamous13

Dec 15, 2005

Just you and I misbehaving

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Mood- not sure Listening to- Pictures of houses so theres a boy, and i like him a lot he claims to like me too, and this makes me happy you see; but he hasn't talked to me in like four days. therfore i am not sure if he is avoiding me, or if he is really like gone, like im not sure if his internet is working or not etc. i think im overreacting. its just that i like him so much and he makes me so happy. so yeah i think im just paranoid. but you never know. 1234, 1234